Flowers and Trees Make me Happy

Yesterday my parents took me out for a few errands. I wanted to stop to buy a few perennials to plant. Flowers and trees and green space makes me happy and now, more than ever, I am very aware of what brings me joy. It is so important to have a little joy inside each day or night. That's why we are here- to experience joy and to give joy. I bought a couple cone flowers for my back garden. If I feel up to it I'll plant them this weekend and will show after pictures. My face is a bit puffy from the strong steroids and I hope to wean off them in 6 weeks or so when I expect to feel somewhat better (when the lesions start shrinking and laying off my nerves). Right now, my colleagues are thinking about heading back to teaching and I am going to miss the start of the school year which is too bad because I like my job. But I hope to return in the spring, after the cold season is over, as I can't risk catching something with the low WBC count from the Kisqali drug.I hope my colleagues and students have a really good start to the school year and I'll be thinking about them next week.

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  1. JoanneAugust 21, 2026 at 6:12 AM

    Wonderful to see you enjoying the gorgeous sunshine☀️😘☀️

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